I hate it how it all manages to change so quickly.

Can't we just how it was before.

I just want to try something - Edward Cullen

Last night I learnt you can make a perfectly good heater out of a park BBQ, you can fit people in one hoodie, and that it's Stevens with a V not PH.

I had fun.

I laughed.

I want to do it all again

xx raid

Skype is always entertaining.

Take this message I got this evening:

"European and American women are too arrogant for you? Are you looking for a sweet lady that will be caring and understanding? Then you came to the right place- here you can find a Russian lady that will love you with all her heart. Can't find a queen to rule your heart? How about beautiful Russian ladies that have royal blood and royal look? Here you can find hundreds of portfolios of these fine women of any age for every taste. Please excuse us if you are not interested."

I do find Europeans and Americans to arrogant!*

I do want a Queen to rule my heart!

I do want a understanding and caring partner!

Hahaha not.

Just thought I'd share...

xx raid

*Just note I am joking, I love Europeans and Americans :) I'm going to America at the end of this year, I better love them! :)

Yeah, it’s an off day when I don’t get somebody telling me how edible I smell. - Bella Swan

Well today rather sucked. I'm sitting up for the first time today feeling like crap. I downloaded the Facebook app and the Tumblr app to my iPod. Which didn't really help make me feel better cause nobody talked to me. Well not surprised since almost everyone was at school :(

I was able to do some Theatre h/w though which was good. But still have some Legal revision I could be doing but when ever I open the book a feel sick from the smell of it. I can smell almost everything today, even mums perfume made me feel ill. But I've always hated the smell of school books and magazines. I get all lightheaded from the chemically smell, not because I don't like doing the work.

So I have my legal book sitting outside opened to the page I need in hopes that the smell work be so overpowering when I go to do my work.

Here's hoping...

xx raid

Do you want me to drive you to the hospital, or would you like me to take care of it here? - Carlisle Cullen

Oh joy.

Don't you love it when you have a really great night and the next day you feel like someones hit you over the head with a large hurting stick.

:(

Not happy.

But the party was uber fun. I love my friends and there coming together to celebrate my birth.

I don't blog much but yeah. I wanted to vent but not on Facebook. Sometimes I feel like sending something out into cyberspace without a reply. Like screaming in a cave with no echo. But sometimes all I want is a reply, so I don't feel like a complete and utter idiot. But well I quite possibly am a idiot.

xx raid

Money meant next to nothing to Edward or the rest of the Cullens. - Bella

If I manage to scrape together 1000 dollar before March-ish I will be spending my 17th in the lovely city on London, England.

I will be with my lovely older sister Siobhan who is over there as an Au-pair. Well she works in Ireland but we would be staying in a beautiful apartment which is owned by her employers parents.

And if I manage to get this money, I could quite possibly be snuck into one of the new it clubs dancing up a storm. Maybe even VIP. This is if I manage to work enough over the rest of the holidays to afford it. But I would feel extremely over the moon happy if I could because:

1* I would have worked for it.

2* I would be also making my sister really happy cause we won't see her until hopefully at Christmas.

So fingers crossed and I'll wish on my lucky star.

xx raid

A new year.

A new reason to hope.

xx raid