I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. - Edward Cullen

So I'm not going on exchange to the wonderful England but alas I am not depressed suicidal and on the brink of meltdown (From this news at least... :S) because awhile ago my wonderful Mumsy gave me a choice either:
1* Go on exchange to England la-di-dah. Or....
2* Do Modeling School thingy in Melb and then after school go on working holiday of choice, mine being summer camps in the beautiful US of A

At that point I was extremely gung-ho 'bout going on exchange but when it comes down to it:
1* It's rather pricey around about $15,000 *GULP*
2* I really just wanna DO something this year, mostly not sitting alone being anti social on the holidays as per usual which is all fine and dandy but I feel as though there is so much more to: See, Do, Eat, Drink, Feel (Oh that sounds dirty), Go, Experience and so forth which I'm not really getting in the comfort of my air-conditioned home...

So at that point I had chosen option 1 and set about making it a reality which turned out to be really hard when all the places your look at going through you can only go for 10 months and it just didn't fit what I wanted really so I gave up got all upset and then gave up more quietly. But now I have re-decided and have chosen option number 2 so YAY! Also ARGH! EP! MOWTHGE! And last but not least GAH! But according to my Mum and also Lily's awesome Mummy I have, quote, "An interesting face"!!!!! I mean WTF is with that!? Lol I think it's a around-about way of saying your not that pretty but meh :p Also I SERISOUSLY want to act! Like Drama acting! Movies, TV, Plays, EVEN TV COMERCIALS! YAY I just know I almost need to do it!? Sooo yes..

So yeah if you read this: WOW! Dude you seriously just spent 5 minutes OF YOUR LIFE reading this??? WOW well thanks and your pretty!! ^_^ <<< New favourite face :)


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Do I react badly? - Bella Swan

Oh dear God! A extremely embarrassingly stupidly random video of Lily and I have got 171 VIEWS!! Arghhhhhh! :O

If You want to be scared for life click this link but please please be warned!

Oh also update on auditions.....

I GOT DONNA PRIMA!!! Epppp! I screamed and jumped around and basically just acted like a tool on the far end of the oval with Laura cause she knew I needed it.

But yes quite content with the part I was allocated, Yes quite.

Now I have the awesome (and I don't mean that sarcastically AT ALL! Cause this is really what I do with my google time) job of finding perfect: Dress/Costume, Shoes, Make-up look, Hair style and Jewelry :D

First ideas:

^^ Love love love the Victoria Secret hair :) ^^

^^ Both this and the red in a pink colour :D ^^

Ohhhh Top Gear was on tonight :D loves it!

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You will never put me through that again. Esme Cullen

THIGH HIGH SOCKS! :D
Inspired by Bethany's gossip girl school style.

Just got back from auditions for the school play "Little Stars" and did the whole acting thing fairly well I think but when I was singing my voice started shaking a little bit :S! I still hit the note but felt a right and utter lunatic. But if I get a main role WHO CARES ABOUT AUDITIONS! :D hehe I hope I did well :)

Just so everyone knows: The song Sex Is On Fire was written about Bart! (As decided by Me and Pip :D)


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