What is a Volturi? - Bella Swan

I want:

A 129 MAC blush brush and World peace, Please?

I need:

To get a boyfriend!

I just:

Got into a Modeling course.

I hear:

A clock ticking, and the start stop if this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27R7RQ7fqaw

I feel:

Sick, Annoyed and sad. Also happy, carefree and joyful.

I see:

My nails, in desperate need of attention I fear they'll never get.

I read:
'Wide Awake' Currently up to chapter 37: Mysterious Mousse Melodies
http://angstgoddess003.livejournal.com/

I love:

My MAC 'Too Dolly' Palette, and Youtube.

I regret:

Feeling sick, not going to school today and regretting things.

xx raid

I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. - Edward Cullen

So I'm not going on exchange to the wonderful England but alas I am not depressed suicidal and on the brink of meltdown (From this news at least... :S) because awhile ago my wonderful Mumsy gave me a choice either:
1* Go on exchange to England la-di-dah. Or....
2* Do Modeling School thingy in Melb and then after school go on working holiday of choice, mine being summer camps in the beautiful US of A

At that point I was extremely gung-ho 'bout going on exchange but when it comes down to it:
1* It's rather pricey around about $15,000 *GULP*
2* I really just wanna DO something this year, mostly not sitting alone being anti social on the holidays as per usual which is all fine and dandy but I feel as though there is so much more to: See, Do, Eat, Drink, Feel (Oh that sounds dirty), Go, Experience and so forth which I'm not really getting in the comfort of my air-conditioned home...

So at that point I had chosen option 1 and set about making it a reality which turned out to be really hard when all the places your look at going through you can only go for 10 months and it just didn't fit what I wanted really so I gave up got all upset and then gave up more quietly. But now I have re-decided and have chosen option number 2 so YAY! Also ARGH! EP! MOWTHGE! And last but not least GAH! But according to my Mum and also Lily's awesome Mummy I have, quote, "An interesting face"!!!!! I mean WTF is with that!? Lol I think it's a around-about way of saying your not that pretty but meh :p Also I SERISOUSLY want to act! Like Drama acting! Movies, TV, Plays, EVEN TV COMERCIALS! YAY I just know I almost need to do it!? Sooo yes..

So yeah if you read this: WOW! Dude you seriously just spent 5 minutes OF YOUR LIFE reading this??? WOW well thanks and your pretty!! ^_^ <<< New favourite face :)


xx raid

Bella, you are utterly absurd. - Edward Cullen

It's been awhile, I've been sick :( then had my 16th Birthday Party :) but after got some really bad news :( and still feel sick :(

Ohhhh I made a twitter! http://twitter.com/raidstar

Thought that was rather VAMPTASTIC!

Current....

Boy Crush...

James McAvoy.

Girl Crush...

Mischa Barton

Favourite Movie...

Love...

18th Century so cute and proper.

Also new look on lookbook :) be sure to click on the sidebar >>>

I think I shall re-do my blog and make it all look prettyful :)

xx raid

I’m afraid you’re going to have to make a choice. - Carlisle Cullen

Just found out today that I can work whilst my hair is the colour purple.
What?!?! You may be thinking What of earth would purses (I don't think I spelt that right?)Mairead to dye her hair?!
Well I'll tell you I'm participating in worlds greatest shave, an extremely awesome charity which raises money for people who are suffering with cancer. So yes that's the reason, now here's my dilemma, I am going from this....

To something like this....

Or this....
Or if my hair was long enough, this...

So my question is how in the heck am I to make my hair this colour if I want any hair left over when I finish dying it!?!?!

Got bored....

Am I a drama queen?
Optimistic!
Not a drama queen at all! Congratulations, you can find all kinds of remedies that actually work! stay that way! =D

When Will I Find Love?

Some Admirers Already.
You're a really cool girl to be with. You're old-fashioned and true to yourself. You're original and hopeful, some guys are already admiring from far.

What kind of girl am I?
Summer Girl!
You love deep Red lipsticks and short silky dresses that show your legs to the guys. You love to impress them. Your colours are Blue, Red and Green. You can apply a lot of makeup on your skin but don't cover up to much of you face, because the boys will just think your a show off. You go out of your way to get attention and sometimes a little to far. Think before you act!

What kind of flirt am I?
friendly
When you like a boy, you subtly let him know. You don't come on too strong but you let him know there is something there. You know the right moves to make and how to win him over. Keep it up and he will fall for you in no time!

What type of vampire am I?
17th century vampire
Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good things in life, you posses a lot of classical class, and follow that of the original vampires, you have no shame in what you are, in fact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't have it any other way. Your wealth is unspeakable and your way of luring people with your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and most people would often call you The Seductress.

Sorry got bored and went onto this website, it's worth checking out if your bored :)

xx raid