I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. - Edward Cullen

So I'm not going on exchange to the wonderful England but alas I am not depressed suicidal and on the brink of meltdown (From this news at least... :S) because awhile ago my wonderful Mumsy gave me a choice either:
1* Go on exchange to England la-di-dah. Or....
2* Do Modeling School thingy in Melb and then after school go on working holiday of choice, mine being summer camps in the beautiful US of A

At that point I was extremely gung-ho 'bout going on exchange but when it comes down to it:
1* It's rather pricey around about $15,000 *GULP*
2* I really just wanna DO something this year, mostly not sitting alone being anti social on the holidays as per usual which is all fine and dandy but I feel as though there is so much more to: See, Do, Eat, Drink, Feel (Oh that sounds dirty), Go, Experience and so forth which I'm not really getting in the comfort of my air-conditioned home...

So at that point I had chosen option 1 and set about making it a reality which turned out to be really hard when all the places your look at going through you can only go for 10 months and it just didn't fit what I wanted really so I gave up got all upset and then gave up more quietly. But now I have re-decided and have chosen option number 2 so YAY! Also ARGH! EP! MOWTHGE! And last but not least GAH! But according to my Mum and also Lily's awesome Mummy I have, quote, "An interesting face"!!!!! I mean WTF is with that!? Lol I think it's a around-about way of saying your not that pretty but meh :p Also I SERISOUSLY want to act! Like Drama acting! Movies, TV, Plays, EVEN TV COMERCIALS! YAY I just know I almost need to do it!? Sooo yes..

So yeah if you read this: WOW! Dude you seriously just spent 5 minutes OF YOUR LIFE reading this??? WOW well thanks and your pretty!! ^_^ <<< New favourite face :)


xx raid