Friday, January 1, 2010

Why must I always be scared of possibility?
Why must I crave for something I'll no doubt reject when offered?
Why must I regret everything only to wish I didn't.
Why must I insist I'm happy and fine with everything when I so far from it.
Why must I dream of the perfect guy only to be disappointed again and again?
Why for the love of God must I constantly kid myself about my feelings and hide them from those I love?
Why is it that only the conversations in my head work out happily ever after?
And why, why does nobody see that I'm dying inside.


I need to make a change.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

niice blog, love the bunner!

lindy/ said...

Oh yeah, she spent a while making that bunner.